It’s been years since I’ve been divorced, the first couple were easy. Didn’t seem like I miss him as much as I do now. I’ve just recently realized how much I miss my best friend and how painful it is to watch my kids grown up, all by myself, for only half their lives. So time with them seems to go by so fast. They seem to grow so quickly and now I don’t get to raise them with my soulmate/best friend. Even after ye divorce we were friendly enough to have lunches together. To go to sporting events/extracurricular activities together. To talk to him about problems. Since about a week ago when I called about my dog being attacked and profusely bleeding, his reply, “I don’t know WHY THE FUCK YOU KEEP CALLING ME ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS”….I thought he knew why. Because he’s still my best friend.